20 May Pain

A little while ago I was flirting with a sadist who asked me about what kind of violence that is interesting to me and how I wish to explore it. Violence and pain are for me tightly linked, both as a masochist, as a sadist...

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15 Apr Edges and scraps

This is an edge. A sharp edge where my fears balance between what I can or cannot control. A blank, shiny, silver edge making me think about trust and about wounds. All in very relative terms, in that way which consist of small flashes or coherrent,...

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08 Sep At his feet

I am at his feet, sitting very still, almost like a statue. I can feel his hand stroking my hair, and I can hear the voices. Just for an hour ago or so, I was fucking in the couples room. Earlier I have met up with...

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